A List of Things I Am Afraid of:
* The final page of a good novel
* Dirty bed sheets
* The smell of your flesh
* Falling in love with a writer
* My plants dying
* Pianist hands
* Moldy bread
* Loneliness
* Violins
* Not having enough money
* Having too much money
* Death
* Becoming lackluster
* Being forgotten
* Apologies
* Caring too much
* Not caring enough
* That I'll always be fat
* Losing faith
* God
* Wanting too much
* Loving too much
* Praying too much
* Disappointment
* Unhappiness
* Fire
* Not being a good writer
* Indefinite stage fright
* Life
* Myself
( I am half afraid you will always have to remind me I'm beautiful. That you'll think of me as smoke.)
"That you'll think of me as smoke."
ReplyDeleteWhoa.
Thanks for this. I don't know why, just... thanks.
ReplyDelete" I am half afraid you will always have to remind me I'm beautiful. That you'll think of me as smoke."
ReplyDeleteI love this
Yes just yes.
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